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Nov 19, 2007
I HATE YOU
I was fine before you walked into my life I hate your hair, your clothes and your style I hate your humor, your voice and your smile I hate everything that belongs to you Because they just remind me of you I hate you when you don’t even care to talk at me I hate you when you ignore the stupid me I hate to see you because the more I see you, the more I think of you I hate you when I wake up in the morning Because you are the first thing on my mind I hate you when I go to bed at night Because you are always in my dreams I hate you when I’m feeling lonely Because I just wish you were here with me I hate you when you’re feeling sad Because you never share with me I hate you when I try to get close to you Because you never understand me I hate you because no matter how hard I try I cannot get you out of my mind I hate you because the truth is that I can’t hate you any more I hate you because I never hate you at all I hate you because you don’t know how much I love you But in the end what am I to you??? >lovespiralsdownwards | 19.11.07| *** Dec 8, 2006
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Friendship is like the breeze, You can't hold it, Smell it, Taste it, Or know when it's coming, But you can always feel it, And you'll always know it's there, It may come and then go, But you can know it'll always be back. >lovespiralsdownwards | 8.12.06| *** Dec 1, 2006
A Must See Malaysian Movie
Emotionally disturbed.. That's the sentence that I think suits myself when walk out of the cinema last nite. Thanks to a friend that got me 2 tickets to watch the flick. It's a full house and kinda different for a midweek sceening session with that scenario. I guess it's been a long while from the last time I write bout a movie here, but this masterpiece makes me put a side my work for couple minutes and here it is.. People have been askin whether this film is our version of 'Love Actually' (a Brit-Hollywood flick couple years back) which puts several different luv stories in a movie. Even some of the pre-review of the movie are like questioning of the story. Waallahh.. I guess it's answered when the screening starts yesterday, even the Gala Nite was few weeks ago. It's a totally pure deep script which to me almost perfect by covering all aspect in our normal life. Directed by a first-timer Khabir Bhatia but well known with the 'Idaman' soap opera and script written by his wife Mira Mustaffa. Mira wrote it a couple years back and just recently with Ara restructure the screenplay and proposed to Grand Brilliance to become the producer. Together, they brought to us what I can say a kind of film that must be near to us somehow with either 1 of the stories. Started with narative by Dyan(Nanu) with KL City movement as the background. Comes the introduction of the players with the scene of Arianna(Amani), Taufik(Pierre), Harris(Shidi), Airin(Rita Rudaini), Azlan(Eizlan), Azura(Fasha), Dhani(Que Haidar), Rubiah(Fatimah Abu Bakar) and Elyas(Dato' Rahim Razali). It's kinda unique the way of each character being shown. Even each of the stories stands indipendently, the characters connected to one another by coincidence, circumstance and location. As the title itself, CINTA (LOVE) represents a universal theme with 5 couples whom lost and searchin their love each other. There is a normal cupid young love which I don't really feel sumthin bout it. Also a story about a marriage couple which very happy and suddenly the wife walk away after feeling that she found her true love, and the hubby feels really down with it. About 2 siblings where the sister is in love with someone's husband and have conflict with her brother who choose a life to be a street artist by drawing potrait. A love at first sight with a no ready man who almost lost the chance and finally an old chap who havin Alzheimer and a widow whom really care for him. The film itself sets mostly at Klang Valley. Kabir geniusly using lots of unexpected beauty office building and places. Even the 'setinggan' kind of house looks nice. With wide angle shot that being used mostly, the film looks genuine and pretty from my point of view. Just one thing that somehow makes me bored which is too much wide KL angle dawn scenario and its like a cliche as lots of the drama series or film have been using it before. The up down shot in this movie however, been shot closely and it makes the set looks more detail. As for the dialog, there are several lines that we may really apply by doing it in our life. Mira write it with full passionate and its not sumthin that we get in the Sembilu Kasih kind of dialog. From the 5 stories, which one is yours? It's the question that you must ask when watching it. Somehow, I guarantee that you'll be connected to either 1 of it. As I find myself related to some of it. Touched, Entertaining and Awake is the feeling once the movie finished. Somehow love really does happen when you least expect it. But have you found the true love of your life?? >lovespiralsdownwards | 1.12.06| *** Nov 30, 2006
C I N T A
Wait for the journey of LOVE tomorrow.. extraordinary, unexpected, eternal, unconditionally and pure.. 10 stars, 5 love stories, 1 movie.. >lovespiralsdownwards | 30.11.06| *** Nov 23, 2006
Missin My Luna..
Urrrkkk..!! Rindule my imaginary Luna.. Camne nak buek ni.. >lovespiralsdownwards | 23.11.06| ***
This World Which Is Made of Our Love for Emptiness
Praise to the emptiness that blanks out existence.Existence This place made from our love for that emptiness! Yet somehow comes emptiness, this existence goes. Praise to that happening, over and over! For years I pulled my own existence out of emptiness. Then one swoop, one swing of the arm, that work is over. Free of who I was, free of presence, free of dangerous fear, hope, free of mountainous wanting. Its a part of the poem by Jalaluddin Al Rumi which makes me think of the concept of life. Many of us being fooled by the trick and darkness of uncertainty surrounding us without noticing it. With such rapid and full strength needed to go through the routine process daily, even most of our time is not in the real world. What's the objective of the life? I am totally lost sometimes when tryin to get the answer. Anyone may help. perhaps?? >lovespiralsdownwards | 23.11.06| *** Mar 15, 2006Just Being There Standing by All the way Through your day Holding you up when you are weak Helping you find what it is you seek Catching your tears, when you cry Pulling you through when the tide is high
Just being there Through thick and thin All just to say That's what friends are for >lovespiralsdownwards | 15.3.06| *** Timeless Timeless >lovespiralsdownwards | 15.3.06| *** Journey Of Life Life is a journey ... This I know ... for in my journey, I have >lovespiralsdownwards | 15.3.06| *** Dec 28, 2005Chronicles of Luna Luna.. dek kerana ide yang mengalir pada saat masuk ofis semalam dan seterusnya tercatat satu manifestasi tentang satu nama, Luna. ada beberapa teman rapat yang mula bertanya, "siapa Luna tu? relate dengan your wife ke? ada awek baru ke?". rasanya aku kena jawab persoalan yang mungkin wujud di benak kalian. sebenar benarnya aku saja wujudkan satu dimensi imaginasi aku dan makhluk bernama Luna ini. bukan merujuk kepada mana-mana individu dan cuba menggantikan namanya. wujudnya Luna atas dasar fantasi. tanpa menggambarkan rupa paras maupun bentuk wajah. bukanlah aku ni suka berfantasi tapi ada masa-masa tertentu aku rasa aku perlu. jangan tanya kenapa aku buat macam tu. aku sendiri pun tak berapa pasti jawapannya. Luna bermaksud sifat-sifat bulan. sebagai salah satu bintang di cakerawala, bulan ni sifatnya adalah cermin yang membias balik cahaya pada bumi di waktu malam. pada aku, cermin ada bermacam-macam pengertian. ada masa kita tertipu dengan apa yang dibiaskan dek cermin ini. selalunya kita cuba untuk memuaskan diri sendiri dengan mencipta persepsi yang menarik. apa jua yang kita cuba buat, kita tak fikir pun sama ada "adakah pandangan orang lain sama dengan aku?" bukannya kita memandang diri sendiri bila berjalan, kan? orang lain yang melihat diri kita. logiknya memang ada... kesimpulannya, aku sekadar mewujudkan satu alam dimensi aku sendiri dengan mencipta Luna yang agak unik namanya dan cuba bermanifestasi dengan nama itu. daya imaginasi yang melampau? tak kot. bukankah setiap manusia itu ada tahap intelektual dan keunikan masing-masing? terpulanglah pada korang semua untuk mentafsirnya. seronok jugak bila buat benda-benda yang rasa macam pelik ni. buat saudara rapatku yang 2 orang tu, harap kalian dah ngerti.. >lovespiralsdownwards | 28.12.05| *** |
